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Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Ramadhan di KMNS

Alhamdulillah, it's been two days since Ramadhan arrived. Baru dua hari, masih boleh bertahan.

Tiba-tiba, terkenang Ramadhan tahun lepas di KMNS. Pertama kali menyambut Ramadhan sendiri tanpa ummi. Agak sedih tapi excited dalam masa yang sama. Sepanjang-panjang aku hidup 19 tahun atas muka bumi ni, itulah pengalaman pertama aku. Selalu, 1 Ramadhan kami akan pulang ke kampung dan bersahur dan berbuka dengan nenek, pakcik, makcik dan sepupu tiga orang tu.

Setiap petang, kunjungan ke bazar adalah wajib. Sama ada lepas kelas atau lepas Asar. Itupun terpulang kalau larat nak turun naik tangga yang tinggi amat itu. Kalau tidak, habis saja kelas terus serbu bazar walaupun aku habis kelas pukul 4 petang. Ya, pukul 4 petang aku dah serbu bazar disebabkan sifat malas aku nak mendaki Batu Caves yang tinggi tu. Tak percaya? Tengok gambar di bawah.


Tangga Batu Caves yang terkenal di kalangan pelajar KMNS

Selalu aku macam tak cukup nafas apabila selamat sampai ke puncak. Kalau tengah puasa lagilah. Tenaga habis naik tangga ni sahaja. Rasa macam tak nak naik. Nak duduk bawah tunggu kren datang angkat naik atas. Mula-mula rasa macam nak menangis bila tiap-tiap hari kena panjat tangga ni. Mujur bilik dekat first floor. Kalau tidak mau aku meraung nak balik tiap-tiap hari. Tapi, lama-lama dah biasa sampaikan tiap-tiap hari aku balik bilik untuk solat Zuhur. Even waktu Ramadhan. Penat tak penat, alah bisa tegal biasa.

Apapun, pengalaman berpuasa sebagai perantau memang manis. Tiap-tiap hari, aku dan roommates akan berbuka di bilik depan. Siapa kata makan ramai-ramai tak seronok? Sangat seronok okay! Setiap hari kami akan berbalah siapa yang akan lead untuk baca doa. Tapi yang pasti setiap orang dapat giliran masing-masing. Kemudian, kami solat Maghrib berjemaah. Ini pun satu lagi masalah. Hari-hari berbalah siapa patut jadi imam. Again, setiap orang ada giliran masing-masing. Bersesak kami enam orang dalam ruang yang limited. Tapi pengalaman tu memang seronok.

Waktu sahur pula, aku sahur sendirian. Sebabnya roommates aku yang Muslim dua orang tu tak suka bangun sahur. Yang sorang lagi pulak Chinese, dah tentu-tentu dia tak bangun sahur. Menu sahur pula tak tentu. Tapi biasanya roti. 3 keping roti, secawan air panas cukup untuk alas perut. Sekali dua, melantak maggi. Ya, pagi-pagi buta, pukul 5 pagi membaham maggi. Dapat tahu dek roommate, kena marah. Lepas tu sakit perut. Memang padan muka! Tapi itulah pengalaman, kan?

Masih ada 28 hari lagi Ramadhan. Sama-sama kita berusaha untuk jadikan Ramadhan kali ini lebih baik dari yang sebelum-sebelumnya.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Ahlan Wasahlan Ya Ramadhan

Alhamdulillah...

Ramadhan datang lagi. Syukur kerana masih dipanjangkan umur untuk terus berada di dalam bulan yang mulia ini.



Selamat berpuasa buat semua umat Islam. Moga Ramadhan kali ini membawa seribu barakah buat semua.

Monday, July 25, 2011

comeback

It's been long. Very.... long.

Actually, I'm beyond words after I haven't been writing for God knows how long.

Well, a lot of things happened. And I've been through another phase of growing up. And slowly, I will write about them one by one.

Seriously, I love to read other people stories as sometimes it gives me something to ponder about and something for me to learn. So, if there's a soul who'll read this humble *rolling eyes* rambling of mine, please excuse me if my writing are not to your liking. After all, this is my own personal blog.

Which is why I called this as my RACONTEUR RANT.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

new

In the name of ALLAH The Most Gracious

Salam

I've just changed to look of this blog. Cute, isn't it? And most important of all, it's purple! Thanks to AeroAngel. I had a great time editing it here and there.

Looks like I'll be sticking with this for a while.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

finals

In the name of ALLAH The Most Gracious,

Salam,

I have to admit that I am very worried about my first semester examination result. I felt like I've just failed all my papers. They were pretty hard.

I've never felt this devastated before in my life. And when I said never, I meant it. Not even when I was taking my SPM results, because somehow, I knew I've made it. But right now, I can't even sure that I've made. All my confidence have been shattered into pieces. This feeling were so strong that I don't have the confidence to get a good result. And even stronger, I don't like the idea of being kicked out of college at the slightest bit. Well, no one would like that, isn't it?

Leave out the embarrassment, I was more afraid to disappoint my mom. I felt like I have failed her and just threw her confidence and hope in me out of the window.

I talked to my mother about this. She just said it's okay, as long as I've done my very best. Leave the rest to ALLAH and never stop praying and hoping for a good result.

I guess, that's what I can do right now.

Now and then, my stomach tightened at every thought of it.

Still, the final would be unknown until the time has come.

Dear ALLAH, please grant me what's best for me for you know better.

Monday, November 1, 2010

of being good

In the name of ALLAH The Most Gracious...

Salam,

Suddenly, I remembered the phrase that I came up with. Haha...

It causes hell to do good and be good.

I just blurted it out while I was having a discussion with my friends.

Different people will have different meaning of being good, and I have my own definition of the word good itself.

The world changes, so does people. We, as a merely human being tend to change according to our surrounding. Seeing people being good, we tend to be like them. And likewise.

As much as I hate it, but it's true. Untuk menjadi baik dan berbuat baik bukan sesuatu yang mudah. Susah! Payah! Perit! Semua rasa bergumpal menjadi satu. Apatah lagi bila nak mengajak orang lain untuk sama membuat kebaikan. Lagi payah bila empunya badan sendiri tak sudi untuk berubah. Berganda-ganda rasa putus asa bergumpal dalam hati. Lama-kelamaan, hanya mampu memandang dari jauh, dan mengharap yang terbaik.

Ya ALLAH, tetapkan hatiku untuk terus berada di jalanmu!

Saturday, October 30, 2010

comeback

In the name of ALLAH The Most Gracious...

So, it's been a loooooooooong time, huh! Well, let's just say that the blogger is currently busy with her study, assignments, homeworks and the list go on... She has conveniently forgotten all about this blog of her.

Lama tak mencoret kata, canggung jadinya.

This should do. Just want to tell you that I'm still alive and perfectly well and am enjoying my life at college.

Till then, adios!

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan

As the title goes.

Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan will be my new 'home'.

New place, new friends, new environment, new experience, everything will be new!

Am hoping for the best!

Dear ALLAH, guide me the way!

Friday, March 19, 2010

say : ALHAMDULILLAH

Bismillah...

Redha dan bersyukur.

Itulah perasaan saya sewaktu menatap slip keputusan SPM seminggu yang lepas. Apa yang tertera, jauh lebih baik dari apa yang saya harapkan. Sungguh! Mungkin keputusan saya tak secemerlang rakan-rakan yang lain tapi saya sudah cukup bersyukur dan berpuas hati dengan apa yang saya dapat.

10 A 2 B

Jauh... jauh lebih baik dari apa yang saya sangkakan. Harapan? Susah semestinya saya inginkan straight A's berabuk! Dan saya tak berasa terkilan atau kecewa dengan apa yang saya dapat. Saya juga tak berasa kecil dengan nombor-nombor besar yang diperoleh rakan-rakan saya.

Saya juga maklum, ada segelintir rakan-rakan yang berasa frust dan kecewa. Tapi ingatlah, apa yang kita dapat itulah yang terbaik untuk kita!

As people always said, ALLAH knows the best and HE gives you the best you can get.

I say, I may not get the best, but I've done my best!

ALHAMDULILLAH!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

debar

Bismillah...

Penantian semakin tiba ke penghujung. Debar di dada seperti dipalu!

Ya ALLAH, kurniakan aku natijah yang terbaik!


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