Sedih! Nak menangis tapi kenapa air mata tak keluar. Kebiasaanya lepas menangis baru perasaan rasa lega. And for me, that is the only for me to express my feelings. Nak menangis! Sungguh! Nak sangat menangis. Tapi kenapa tak boleh menangis?
Bila ada masalah, tengah tertekan, i would cry. Nak luahkan, there's no shoulder to cry on. Hanya pada Allah tempat mengadu. Teringat masa hadiri program motivasi Dato' Dr. Hasan Hj. Mohd Ali dekat sekolah few weeks ago. Masa sesi dengan parents tu, memang menangis sesungguh hati. Menginsafi dosa pada Allah, dosa pada ummi, dosa pada kawan-kawan, juga meluahkan bebanan yang sarat dalam dada. It has been a very long since i had a very good cry. Lepas menangis, rasa lega. Walaupun beban tu tak sepenuhnya keluar. But at least, i let it out.
Terus terang, I am a sensitive person. It's just that i don't like to show that i am a sensitive person. If i read a sad story, i would cry. If i watch a sad story, i would cry. Walaupun dah tahan tak nak menangis, still menangis. Dah dia nak mengalir, biarlah. Kalau tahan makin seksa jiwa.
Bila ada masalah, tengah tertekan, i would cry. Nak luahkan, there's no shoulder to cry on. Hanya pada Allah tempat mengadu. Teringat masa hadiri program motivasi Dato' Dr. Hasan Hj. Mohd Ali dekat sekolah few weeks ago. Masa sesi dengan parents tu, memang menangis sesungguh hati. Menginsafi dosa pada Allah, dosa pada ummi, dosa pada kawan-kawan, juga meluahkan bebanan yang sarat dalam dada. It has been a very long since i had a very good cry. Lepas menangis, rasa lega. Walaupun beban tu tak sepenuhnya keluar. But at least, i let it out.
Terus terang, I am a sensitive person. It's just that i don't like to show that i am a sensitive person. If i read a sad story, i would cry. If i watch a sad story, i would cry. Walaupun dah tahan tak nak menangis, still menangis. Dah dia nak mengalir, biarlah. Kalau tahan makin seksa jiwa.
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