say : ALHAMDULILLAH

Bismillah...

Redha dan bersyukur.

Itulah perasaan saya sewaktu menatap slip keputusan SPM seminggu yang lepas. Apa yang tertera, jauh lebih baik dari apa yang saya harapkan. Sungguh! Mungkin keputusan saya tak secemerlang rakan-rakan yang lain tapi saya sudah cukup bersyukur dan berpuas hati dengan apa yang saya dapat.

10 A 2 B

Jauh... jauh lebih baik dari apa yang saya sangkakan. Harapan? Susah semestinya saya inginkan straight A's berabuk! Dan saya tak berasa terkilan atau kecewa dengan apa yang saya dapat. Saya juga tak berasa kecil dengan nombor-nombor besar yang diperoleh rakan-rakan saya.

Saya juga maklum, ada segelintir rakan-rakan yang berasa frust dan kecewa. Tapi ingatlah, apa yang kita dapat itulah yang terbaik untuk kita!

As people always said, ALLAH knows the best and HE gives you the best you can get.

I say, I may not get the best, but I've done my best!

ALHAMDULILLAH!

debar

Bismillah...

Penantian semakin tiba ke penghujung. Debar di dada seperti dipalu!

Ya ALLAH, kurniakan aku natijah yang terbaik!


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thank you

Bismillah...

Terima kasih...

Ya ALLAH,
kerana masih memanjang usiaku, membenarkan aku menghirup secebis udara di bumimu yang luas terbentang ini,

Ummi,
kerana bersusah payah mengandung dan melahirkan saya,
kerana berhempas pulas dan bersabung nyawa melahirkan saya ke dunia ALLAH ini,
kerana mendidik dan menjaga saya sehingga ke hari ini,
untuk setiap doa yang dipohon,
untuk setiap titis air susu yang dihisap,
untuk segalanya!

Rakan-rakan,
untuk ucapan kalian,
untuk ingatan kalian,
untuk kesabaran kalian,

Terima kasih!
Thank You!
Syukran!
Xie Xie!

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study mood

- Study mood? Tebiat ke apa?

+ Study kemendenya? SPM kan dah habis!

- Hmm... study...


Haha... saya perlu study untuk ambil ujian undang-undang jalan raya.

Wish me luck!

its over

In the name of ALLAH the most Gracious...

The time has come. Fuh! I can hardly believe it!

There's so many things I want to write about during my absence [literally] these few months. It's not that I don't want to but every time I wanted to write something, the ideas suddenly vanished. In the end, I ended up writing nothing and signed out. How I miss writing in here!

Well, naturally, a lot of things happened during this period of time. We'll go one by one.

First and foremost, SPM is finally over. Yeah, it's OVER! When the invigilator said, "Baiklah calon, masa menjawab telah tamat. Sila letakkan pen anda. Kertas jawapan akan dikutip sekarang." [trust me to still remember this], I felt very delighted and the smile cannot be wiped off my face. For eleven years I have been waiting for this day to come, and it's finally here. And it also means another thing.

SCHOOL IS OVER!

Although it is the most thing I most anticipated for a long time, turns out that up until this day I still cannot hold the fact that I am no longer a school student. No more piles of homework, extra classes, waking up early to school and most importantly, no more exams! For me, exams is one of the things that could kill!

I am somewhat reluctant to leave school. Even though I once had the thought to leave the school, but ALLAH knows what is best for me and let me to be in there until I finishes my high school. I am really going to miss my class, my teachers, my classmates, and everything.

There, I do not only learn academics subjects, but I also learn to be a better human, a daughter, a student, a friend and a better Muslim. It's the place that I first learn how to walk in this world before I start running. Experience really taught me a lot.

And of course I am most reluctant to be separated from my friends. Especially 'Imtithal'ians and 'Iftikhar'ians girls.

Sofia, Maryam R, Maryam N, Raden, Fatimah, Hanani, Soleha, Alifah, Safiah, Najihah, Farhana, Nadia, Zatil, Kak Syeera, Shafiyah...

I'll definitely miss you guys.

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This is scheduled post. Memang sengaja nak post malam New Year. As a remark konon-konon memang dah habis sekolah. >.<>

fresh air

(I know this is lame, but still... read it or leave it, ok?)

Finally...

Akhirnya...

After 3 weeks grueling with exam papers, lack of sleep, I feel much more relaxed. But not good enough until I'm done with my war against SPM. Which is much or less a month from now, approximately bila tolak waktu tidur, makan, main, berangan etc...

Cepatnya masa berlalu. Sekejap aja dah bulan September yang dah nak sampai ke penghujung, kemudian Oktober dan jumpalah November. Aaaaaaaa.... Tak taulah kenapa, tapi makin dekat nak SPM makin susah nak terima hakikat saya pelajar tingkatan 5, 17 years old and am a big girl now. Plus the fact that I'm leaving the school.

Masa tingkatan 1 dulu macam tak sabar sangat nak tinggalkan alam persekolahan bila tengok abang kakak semua habis sekolah. Now, when it's about time, berat sangat hati nak tinggalkan sekolah dan alam remaja yang berkaler-kaler. Ada gelap suram terang cerah, dari hitam pekat sampailah ke putih bersih.

I don't to wish grow up. Yet...

Is that possible?

I don't want the time to move any faster than it is already.

Eid Mubarak

Sekadar nak mengucapkan selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin. Segala salah dan silap, bermula dari hujung kaki hingga ke hujung rambut, haraplah dimaafkan. Minta halalkan segala apa yang terlebih dan terkurang.

Moga Aidilfitri kali ini membawa seribu kebahagiaan.

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Periksa percubaan dah tamat. And I'm glad....

i'm cute?

Melangsaikan hutang... So, Ya.. Here it is. Sorry it took me a long time.



1. Copy Badge “2008 Cute’s Blogger Award” and put it on your blog

Done.

2. Link or tell a bit about the person who gave you the award...

Yaya [Nadia]
[1] She is my deskmate, the girl next table.
[2] She is talented in her artwork.
[3] Her little brother is sooooooooooo cute!!
[4] Her brother is getting married.

3. Each one of you who receive this award must list down 10 facts / hobbies about yourself...

[1] The last time I checked, I am a girl.
[2] Seventeen.
[3] I love doing Photoshop.
[4] I have always liked computers and graphic arts and yada yada.
[5] I like reading.
[6] My favourite colour is purple.
[7] I wear glasses.
[8] Just watched Angels & Demons and Night At The Museum 2.
[9] I am interested of becoming an Architect and Graphic Designer and Writer.
[10] SPM candidate of year 2009

4. Pass this award to 10 bloggers and link them in your blog.

[1] Anyone
[2] Who
[3] Likes
[4] To
[5] Do
[6] It
[7] ...
[8] ...
[9] ...
[10] ...

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Teratak Santai berubah wajah kepada lebih... err... cute?

before

after

Cute, isn't it?

comeback

Salam guys!

Miss me much? Haha... Just kidding. It's been ages. Well... I have been busy... busy with school, exam and all. But I'm managing, thanks to Almighty ALLAH.

Fuh... It's been a really long time. I don't really know what to write about. There are just too many things to share but I don't know where to start.

Honestly, I'm not in the mood to write anything.

Periksa tengah tahun baru lepas. Baru tak baru dah seminggu jugaklah. It was quite okay, though I feel like dying answering it. Especially Chemistry and BAT. Memang killer punya soalanlah! The karangan...

Speechless!!!

Sepanjang cuti ni, tak banyak yang saya buat. Unless menghadiri program 'menambah lemak di dalam badan'. Kerja asyik bangun tidur... makan... bukak komputer... tidur... and back to the routine. Tak ke menambah lemak tu.

Seorang Ain Aliya bukanlah seorang yang sangat rajin untuk mengulangkaji pelajaran time-time cuti sekolah ni. Buat kerja rumah lagilah PALING tak rajin. Dia cuma suka tergolek atas sofa tengok TV atau main komputer atau tidur. Itu sahaja! Atau paling-paling kurang pun dia suka berangan. Kalau hal-hal berkaitan pelajaran memang liat sungguh. Dan selalunya waktu cuti kemungkinan untuk dia membaca buku sekolah hanya 1%.

That's her...

Serious... aku dah tak tau nak tulis apa. Cuma nak cakap, Ain Aliya masih bernafas lagi di muka bumi ALLAH yang indah permai ni.

my dream

Seems like my cough is back. Dua tiga hari ni tekak rasa perit diiringi batuk-batuk kecil. Makin lama makin melarat pulak. Batuk sampai nak termuntah. Dalam kepala saya, satu je terfikir...

Agaknya ni saki baki yang demam hari tu kot.

Boleh macam tu pulak kan...

Seriously, saya tak suka batuk. Bila batuk, tidur malam saya akan terganggu. Sebagai pelajar, saya perlukan tidur dan rehat yang secukupnya.

Yeah... *rolling eyes*

Oh yeah... I made some changed to my blog. Thanks to MrDoubts for the beautiful image.

Sekarang ni, saya semangat betul nak edit basic theme blogger into something more lively. Sampai set-up beberapa buah blog sebagi percubaan. Tak tahu nak campak mana. I'm thinking of making free templates and distribute it. Tapi...

Teringat kata Dr. Shukri. Tumpuan saya sekarang hanyalah pada pelajaran. Pedulikan benda lain! Mungkin dah habis SPM saya boleh pertimbangkan semula this 'mad' idea dan improve my knowledge about this whole HTML thingy. Perlahan-lahan, i want to learn about graphic.

Macam-macamkan yang saya nak buat! Perancangan masa depan saya berselirat dalam kepala ni! Terlalu banyak yang ingin saya lakukan sampai saya tak tahu yang mana perlu saya dahulukan. Payah benar saya nak fokus pada satu-satu benda. Semua nak cuba!

Kata ummi, whatever you want to be, whatever course you're taking, make sure that you get you PhD. That's all that i'm asking for.

Satu harapan yang sangat besar tergalas di bahu saya. Beginilah bila jadi satu-satunya racun dan penawar.